Sunday, 29 July 2012
I've been too busy to meditate the past couple of days. I'm going to try to do it soon. To fill the gap, I did a tarot reading. I didn't know what or who to read, so I actually just picked someone. There's a guy at work that jokes around with me (and everyone else), but he's also just plain rude sometimes. He's arrogant and talks down to people. I like talking to him though. I don't know why. I usually hate people like that. Anycase, I thought of him because I heard him singing "Call Me Maybe" the other day. I may or may not have offended him because I couldn't hold back from laughing. He's such a jerk so often and there he was, singing that preteen-I've-got-a-school-girl-crush song. It was just so funny! We don't talk very often and when I leave, or he leaves, for another place of employment, I'll never see him again. That's just how it works. I did an overall reading on him though. Because I didn't get his permission and I actually feel a little awkward about this, I won't mention his name or what cards actually came up. Instead, I'll tell you what happened with the reading
I did a card that about him. Just him, and I got a card that told me that he's judgemental. I could have told you that, but apparently that's part of his very being. His dream cards (I did two) tell me that he wants to be divinely right and a hero in someone's eyes, maybe his own. His obstacle card suggested that he is too abbrasive and he sees others as attacking him as well from being like this. He hopes to stand on his own two feet, be independant. His childhood was a good one, right now he's suffering from some sort of stife. The fact that he hopes for independance and the card that came up makes it seem like maybe he feels like he's trapped right now. You wouldn't know it from just talking to him, if that's the case. He seems quite sure of himself. Anyway, the card I thought was the most enduring was what came up with his love life card. It was a card of generosity and success. If that's true, then I am very happy for him. I might not completely agree with him in things or his demeanor, but he deserves to be happy. It's not like he's a terrible person, and someone will see him for his better side, if they haven't already. I actually don't know his relationship status. He could be married for all I know. So, in other words, I'm happy for him, in that regard. I also wanted to know how we are together, in the same space. Maybe because I feel a little guilty for laughing at him. The two cards I drew (present and future) suggested that we're a little defensive and battered right now (I'm not sure if it's just me, just him, or the both of us), but we'll be fine in the future. I'm thinking that means we'll have a good work relationship, or at least a better one than we have right now, so that's good.
I'm going to bed now. I have work, school work, and a page or two of manuscript to do tomorrow. Tootles until I can meditate!
Until Next Time,